Free Love Tarot Reading for Lavinia222
I've been in some bad relationships, one of them was my marriage, the last two, recent but complete disappointments, all these men treated me like they were doing me a favor.
I've come to the conclusion that trying to be something I'm not in order to please, never did anything for me. Also, I used to think that most handsome men were out of my league or would treat me badly. Turns out the ones who are not so good looking can be just as mean and abusive, which opened my eyes to the fact that it's not looks, it's just attitude.
So, I decided to accept myself, and I never felt better about who I am. I know I'm a good looking woman, and I can and should be loved, because there's nothing wrong with me.
I don't know if it was anything to do with my new outlook in life, but this man started talking to me online, he is so handsome, and sweet, texts me everyday, and seems like a good person, but he's not emotionally available. He reveals very little, only when asked, and has the down side of living in another State. He told me where he lives, about his family and I am friends with him on Facebook. As far as him being real, I have no doubts about what he's telling me, but I need more than that.
I thought at first that maybe he wasn't that interested, but he keeps on texting me, asking me how I am, saying good morning, and all that. So, I'm at a point in which I don't want to scare him away by asking loads of questions, at the same time, I feel like I'm doing all the work. All the other guys I've been with were so communicative and nice at first, then turned out to be awful, so, I can't even tell if this is a bad sign or not. I'm just afraid of getting hurt again after being disappointed so many times.
I'm really attracted to him, I also find him intriguing. So, I don't know if I should continue on this path and be patient, or if I should just give up.
As far as my intuition goes, I don't know if I can trust it. I don't know if it's my wishful thinking telling me it's ok to go for it, or real intuition. I like him, I never experienced the full package of interesting personality, and attractiveness in one guy. I honestly want it to work, but have no idea if it will work or if he's the one.
I guess my question is: Is this going to turn into a real relationship?
YOUR LOVE TAROT READING
Nine of Wands
You have been hurt in the past and now you are assuming a defensive attitude. Remain watchful.
It is a good time to wait patiently and consider matters carefully.
Eight of Pentacles
Take your time to acquire all the needed information.
Seven of Wands
Take advantage of your strong position.