Free Love Tarot for Foxylady
I was with this guy for just shy of 4 years. And he only referred to me as his girlfriend once in all that time.
Other than that he would say that we were just friends. And yet we would be together as much as a married couple living in two houses during this time.
We have had some rocky roads lately, mainly due to a lady we thought was a good friend to both of us.
This lady would talk to me then run to him and say I said things that she had said but she would add more stuff. He believed her.
She would do the same in reverse, tell me he had said things when he didn't, I chose not to believe her.
Anyway, I asked him about our relationship a few days ago. About according to his opinion us being friends, just friends.
He said ya, why? Well, I stated that there were the benefits in there and if we were just friends I could not continue feeling like a sex toy and it made me feel trashy. All he said was I'm sorry you feel that way.
I told him good bye and best wishes. I still feel that I was put in his life to do two things for him: 1. show him that no matter what he does have the strength to be a single father and 2. help him open his heart to move on.
Now I know it isn't with me but I do have feelings for him and I know that he had some feelings for me, he let them show to much.
I also feel like I failed what I was supposed to do for him.
Is he going to come back around and want to try again or did I loose that connection?
YOUR FREE LOVE TAROT
Ten of Cups
You enjoyed moments of shared happiness, love and affection.
Ace of Cups
It is time for a new beginning in your emotional life. A new phase of happiness is about to begin.
Knight of Wands
Your partner finds difficult to commit and show his feelings. Rash behavior will only make matters worse.
Knight of Swords
Use your brain more than your heart to analyze this conflictual situation. Be strong and decisive.
Two of Swords
You are feeling immobilized by indecision. Confront this issue with decision and intelligence. Use your rationality to face reality.